Hey there.
So today was a rather good day, other than the fact that the negative effects of my lack of sleep finally caught up with me. Other than constant hallucinations, I caught myself crying at the oddest moments of the day. One of the side effects of sleep deprivation was depression and i really really hope im not falling into that too soon.
So during D&T, i was at the heating element bending my workpiece when i felt the sudden urge to cry. Im not even joking. I started tearing up and MrKoh, my workshop instructor, was so shocked that he immediately called for Mdm Cheng haha. she rushed over and started interrogating me on my sleep habits etc. She ended our conversation with 'You need help, I'm referring you to the counsellor.'
And believe or not, she did.
I was called down for a chat with the ever so friendly counsellor at 2pm today and it really felt great to pour out everything to someone. After that session, I felt so much more awake idk.
I've never actually been counselled before, except once in primary school and it was because of the same problem of me not getting enough sleep. I mean its fascinating how my body is able to withstand such long hours of no sleep.
I guess I have to try to get more than 15mins of sleep a day haha cause i'm getting major and obvious eyebags and they are so ugly :(
Other than that, I caught Captain America, The winter soldier with my seasick buddy yesterday. It was labour day and we didn't plan to watch a movie in the first place so we had to sit in the front row of the cinema just to catch this amazing movie. my neck though. But it was worth it because the movie was so intense and I really enjoyed it! and guys, Captain America is so hot and his eyes omg *.*
Prelim2 starts next week and my body is so screwed up. haha idk i'm still pushing on with my lack of sleep till the exams are over. Hopefully I dont die before it ends HAHA TOUCH WOOD TOUCH WOOD. omg sec 4 life is so stressful someone help me.
selfie at 5am heh
